work has plunged me into some sort of normal that i feel totally rushed into. i can't seem to go to the gym, i don't want to face people who will ask me where i've been. i'm really angry one minute, sad the next, hurt by almost anyone who talks to me, happy for a second, and then guilty for feeling happy for that moment. i just want my life to be.....

i really just want to fly away for a little while. maybe a tropical place. maybe a really populated place so i can get lost in the crowd. i just don't know.